I always say things I don’t mean.And regretting it all immediately after. But I never take them back. What for? The damaged caused by my words are already been inflicted, the torture felt, the wounds etched deep. So why would I take something back that could never be erased whatever it is that I do? It’s stupid, rude, and maybe the worst kind of torture. But what can I do? I speak with my eyes wide open. I say what I feel regardless of what people might think of me. Regardless of what people might feel. Yet I’m not saying I say anything that I want. I think. All do. But sometimes, we all say something that we don’t mean a bit just because we were in rage. And nobody can blame me for that. And no one can tell me it’s wrong. No one can.